Thursday, May 31, 2012

Bad Day. . .Good Day


So, I’ve been doing one too many lists lately I know, but it is the easiest way for me to some up my time here, without boring you too much, because let’s face it. . .often times my current day to day life here in LB isn’t all that enthralling.  I’m still in my first three months so all I’m doing is getting to know the community, letting the community get to know me etc.  Lots of pasearing, lots of observing in the school (although I currently also am helping the teachers with English but that is it’s on post I guess I can write sometime), working on my sombrero (I am nearly finished my first normal size sombrero. . .it is the talk of the town, no joke), going to Penonome (my nearest city with internet, a normal supermarket etc, also the location of all my Peace Corps meetings and the post office), reading, writing in my journal, playing uno, the Spanish version of banagrams, blink, the pig game and the angry birds card game with children etc.  What I’m getting at is that there is only so much I can write about without writing the same things over and over again.  However, today I am going to write about a bad day, because well, being in the Peace Corps is not always rainbows and butterflies (although in general I have been really lucky with the way things have been going) and then about a good day because most days are pretty good. 

BAD DAY
Well, I somehow obtained a rash all over my hands, including between my fingers, a bit on my leg and the worse part, on my face.  It was not going away, and it was even on my lips.  My host mom wanted me to go to the doctor, but in order to do anything medical I have to call the Peace Corps Medical Officers (PCMOs).  So, I walked out to where I have cell signal and called the med office.  Now, as most of you know, I HATE making phone calls.  Really, I do nearly anything to get out of it (this brings up the somewhat infamous story of when in high school Kate and I called her mom, who was not at the house with us, to order us a pizza because neither of us wanted to do it lol).  But, I sucked it up and went for it, only to be told that the PCMOs where in with the new trainees (I am officially not in the newest group of Panamanian Peace Corps Volunteers!) and could they call me back. . .well no, no they can’t because I do not in fact have signal.  Ok, so it was decided I would call back in a half hour to hour. 

60 minutes later, I once again called only to be told they were STILL in the meeting, but I could call the emergency medical number because someone always has that phone on them.  Awesome, it was awkward enough for me to make the first two calls, now I have to call the emergency number for something that is quite clearly NOT an emergency, but it’s either that or stand on the side of the road waiting (and it looked like it was going to rain any minute).  So, I sucked it up once more and called that number.  The PCMO was mega nice, but asked if she called call me back in 5 minutes.  Well sure, why not.  25 minutes later she calls back, tells me it is probably an allergic reaction to something (as I also assumed) and to go to the pharmacy in Penonome and she would send meds there for me. 

By the time all of these phone calls were over, it was after 1pm. That didn’t give me much time to get to Penonome and back, but I went for it (my host mom was very concerned about both the rash and me going to Penonome so late in the day, and said a prayer for me and proceeded to tell the neighbor, who is a friend, all of her concerns so that she also was worrying the whole time. . .oye. . .it is nice to be cared about I guess ha).  It took me about 20 minutes to get a car out of my town (all in all pretty quick) and only a few minutes to get a bus to Penonome.  I asked the driver if he knew where the pharmacy was.  I had the name and a description of the location.  He said, yes yes, there are 3 of them, but I know where that one is.  I’m sure you can see where this is going. . .he dropped me off at what he claimed to be the correct pharmacy.  It was not.  The woman there told me I wanted the one by the Mercado.  So I trekked down yonder, only to be told that no, that was not the one I wanted, I wanted the OTHER pharmacy that they owned (this one was San Juan, I wanted Juancito).  So I found my way to Juancito.  Where the woman, with a sad look in her eyes, informed me that yes Peace Corps does prescriptions there, but they had not gotten a call today.  Before I could get too upset though, she told me she would call the other pharmacy and see if they got a call.  They didn’t answer, but this kind woman kept trying different numbers until she got someone, and yes, they had my medicine (at Juancito 2).  This same kind woman took me outside and physically pointed me in the exact right direction to walk.  After walking in a ginormous circle around Penonome I finally got my medicine.  Then I rushed back to get a bus.  By the time I got to Cope (where I need to get a car), it was the time that school was letting out. . .no hope of getting a car into my site (on a different day when I had too much stuff to walk I waited an hour and 45 minutes and only ended up getting a ride back because a member of my community was also waiting for a car and someone with a truck offered him a ride and he asked them to take me too), so I walked the little over a 5k (half straight uphill) back home.  Could have been a lot worse though I guess, I could have never even gotten my meds or it could have been pouring rain. 

GOOD DAY
This one man, every single Sunday in church (yes I go to church every Sunday, shocking I know), asks me when I am going to go to his house.  Now, the truth of the matter is I have been to his house twice and both times he was not there.  Plus he happens to live a half hour walk straight up hill (in the hands down most gorgeous house in the community, gorgeous for American standards even).  Well, I decided to give it another go one morning.  I had already had a glorious 57 minute run (the longest I have done yet here in LB thanks to the oh so killer hills), but I need to lose some of the weight I gained during training and I love walking, so I thought what the heck. . .I’ll give it another go. 

Yup, he was not there once again (but this is the good day story so don’t feel too bad).  I wasn’t all that surprised and simply headed back down.  I stopped at a house on the way, only to discover that said man was also at that house.  He didn’t believe me that I had just gone to his house haha, but the people’s whose house we were out backed me up, having seen me walking that way earlier.  I talked with them for a bit, then they informed me that they were going to a meeting.  I soon discovered that this meeting was with the ministerio de salud (governments health organization) and of course did not turn down the invitation to join.  I kid you not, 4 cars of government people showed up, and some bank people.  There were at least 7 ministerio de salud folks plus 5 or 6 bank people (including a few north americans).  The meeting was about this sector of towns aquaduct.  Not only did I learn a ton about the aquaduct, I also met a few community members I had yet to meet, met the ministerio de salud people, had my Spanish complimented, and even had the woman who hosted me for my first week here (the hands down most miserable/difficult week I have had thus far in Panama, and I thought this woman and her family hated me) brag about how I had lived in her house for a week and give me encouraging words about my sombrero.  Oh also, a group of community members had a discussion about me finding the love of my life here. . .doh (the Peace Corps volunteers who have served in LB and in surrounding communities have set quite the standard for Panamanian love affairs).  I tried to explain that I really do like being single and have enough things to deal with/figure out without adding a boy to all of it.  They all just smiled and laughed haha. But, the moral is, people feel comfortable enough to joke with me! And take pride in having me in their homes! Plus community members successfully built and aquaduct and have a group who successfully maintains it. . .a very good sign for me and any projects I do. 

I eventually made my way home, only to end up stopping and having a conversation with 4 of the teachers (including the director) who were waiting for a car to get home.  Again, the convo wasn’t much, but they talk to me and treat me like an equal, I didn’t feel awkward stopping on the road and talking with them for a bit. 

Finally I made it home, where I was greeting with a Pipa (coconut) to drink.  And I spent the rest of the day in my hammock working on my sombrero and reading, and spoke on the phone with one of my best Peace Corps friends about meeting up sometime soon, and with my momma. Oh, I also spent nearly 2 hours helping a teacher grade his English exams (again though, he came to my house to get help, it may seem silly, but it’s nice to feel needed and that people are comfortable enough with me now to ask for help).  Let me tell you, I got some excellent laughs with the sentences these 9th graders wrote. 

My motto here in Panama is “one day at a time” and so far it has really helped lol.  Everyday brings something different around here, and honestly I can never predict what will happen the next day, really can’t even come CLOSE to predicting what will happen.  Some days are harder than others, some days I ask myself what in the heck I am doing here, but mostly I just take things one day/moment/second at a time.  Good or bad, it’s all part of the experience haha. 

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

What I NOW consider luxuries


1.       Technology

a.       Electricity- Seriously, seeing an outlet is a very exciting experience. . .especially an outlet that I can use.  Some people in my town (the school included) have solar panels.  Others, like my host mom have generators run on gas.  My host mom rarely uses her generator, actually, she doesn’t know how to, her son is the one that set it up and turns it on for her if she is going to use it.  Well one evening (this is the only time in the 2+ months I have been here that it has been used) a few madres and padres de familia (the Panamanian equivalent of the PTA) where making tomales to sell as a fundraiser for the 9th grade.  They weren’t finished when it became dark so they hooked up the generator.  I kid you not, the children were running around the house flipping on and off every light switch that they could find.  They were SOOOO incredibly excited.  It was adorable, and really made me realize how lucky I was growing up, and how much I took electricity for granted. 

b.      Internet- As everyone in the US is getting used to having internet at their fingertips anytime of the day or night, while they are anywhere, I am getting used to traveling over an hour and a half just to use a very SLOWWWW wi-fi connection.  I can’t google anything the second I want to find something out, I can’t mess around on facebook when I am bored. . .and to think I use to probably spend and least 4 hours a day online. 

c.       Cell service- Oh man, having people ACTUALLY be able to call ME haha.  That is so far from the realm of possibility right now that I actually forget what it is like to receive phone calls. 

d.      Washing Machine- Never, ever, ever again in my life will I complain about having to do laundry using a washing machine.  Honestly, how much of a lazy, no good, person was I that hitting a few buttons, throwing my clothes in and adding some soap was a hated task.  Seriously, even when I had to walk 5 mins to the laundry rooms at school, I should have been kissing the machines for doing the hard part for me.  I have actually rubbed my knuckles raw hand washing my clothes lately haha, plus they are NEVER as clean as they should be.  And a dryer?! My clothes currently take two full days to dry, and we are not even into the full on rainy season yet haha.  Please everyone, give your washer and dryer and kiss and a hug for me J lol.  However, I must say, I am going to have some NICE campo arm muscles thanks to all this handwashing! 

e.      Refrigeration- I definitely took fridges for granted.  I miss dairy products.  And man, I bought butter to bake with, and there was extra, everyone was so excited.  They went out and bought bread (also a luxury around here) just so we could eat bread and butter.  And my host mom made bollo (mashed, boiled corn things) with butter, bollo is actually MUCH tastier with butter lol.  Plus, cold drinks! Frozen things!  Haha, it doesn’t take much to get me excited anymore J

2.       Indoor plumbing

a.       Flush toilets- Although I have to say it does save time not having to flush, and it is impossible for latrines to clog. . . there is just something so much more appealing about a flush toilet lol.

b.      HOT showers- I don’t think I can explain how much I have been CRAVING a nice hot shower lately.  I honestly don’t think I will ever be truly clean within the next two years lol. 

c.       Indoor bathrooms- Being able to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, not finding frogs, cockroaches, spiders and scorpions in the latrine, not becoming muddy walking from the shower to my room, not having my clean clothes fall on the ground and become muddy before I get a chance to wear them. 

d.      Consistent water- It kind of sucks coming back from a run, dripping with sweat, only to discover that there is no water.  Or, to be mid hair washing, and have the water go out.  Today this occurred, but my oh so kind host mother realized that I was mid shower and brought out a tea kettle of water for me to finish haha.  Also, sometimes the water comes out in violent, somewhat painful spurts. 

e.      Public restrooms- There are not many public restrooms in Panama, and you usually have to pay to use them.  Buses, also do not have bathrooms on them, even though they travel for hours and hours on end.  This brings up a funny story that happened during training (I attempted to tell it in a blog post but said post ended up freezing in my blog app and never got posted).  I was coming back from visiting a volunteer and REALLY had to pee.  I asked the pavo (person that opens the door on the bus to let people in and out and collects money) when we were stopping.  He told me 20 minutes. . .45 minutes later and we were still going.  So I asked again (I was REALLY desperate at this point haha).  He gives me a sad look, then proceeds to tell the bus driver that I really need to use a restroom.  Well of course we are in the middle of nowhere at this point and there is no place to stop.  But FINALLY we let someone off and there is a McDonalds (never been so happy to see a McDonalds in my life) and they let me off to run inside and use the bathroom.  If that was not awkward enough, in my haste I went in the boys bathroom instead of the girls lmao.  However, there was no one in the boys bathroom so whatever. 

f.        Toilet paper- Seriously, it’s rare that bathrooms have toilet paper.  The latrine at my house rarely has toilet paper. The school’s latrines NEVER have toilet paper.  It is honestly exciting to go to a bathroom where there is toilet paper. 

3.       Speaking English- It is so enjoyable to have a conversation where I do not have to consciously think about every single word and the pronunciation of that word.  And to be able to fully express what I am saying and know the other person understands, and to fully understand what they are saying. 

4.       Vegetables-  I am seriously not sure what Panamanians aversion to vegetables is.  Yes, I realize they can be expensive, but most grow lots of other things. . .why can’t they throw some veggie seeds in there too.

5.       Insect/Rodent free home- Yes, I realize people have problems with insects and rodents in the states too.  But my ant infestation has gotten out of control.  I have to shake out all of my clothing before wearing it, shake out my books and magazines before picking them up, check cups and plates and food before I eat and I am still constantly picking them off my body.  Plus we have bats and mice as well.  It’s just one big party.  Thankfully my mosquito net also acts as a barrier between me and all such creatures lol. 

With all of that being said, I am not trying to complain about the way I am living right now.  Yes, somedays it would be nice to have all of the above, but I’m doing quite alright without all of it.  However, when I return to the states I will never again take these things for granted (ok I might after I am back for a while, but I will consciously try not too lol).

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

New Best Friend


Now, now old best friends. . .don’t be getting too jealous.  I still have a place in my heart for all of you.  I am not gonna lie though, this best friend is PRETTY awesome.  And here, is why

                A1. She takes me pasearing and makes sure that I do not miss ANY houses, insists that I do all the talking, writes down all the people’s names for me so I will not forget, yells at me if I do not properly introduce myself and touch hands (they don’t really shake hands here lol), and encourages me when my Spanish is actually sounding good.

                B2. She attempted running with me. . .it lasted about 5 days, but hey, that’s impressive for someone who has never ran a day in their life and sets out on what is quite an intense road of hills.  Oh and doesn’t have shoes that fit properly so every 20 steps has to stop to put them back on. 

                C3. Teaches me new Spanish words and has patience with my confusion.

                D4. Teaches me how to kill bichos, specifically bats- “Jay! Take this (hands me a piece of PVC pipe), now when the bat flies out take a swing at it! You have to learn to kill bichos!” 

                E5. Plays uno and the angry birds card game with me.  Uno is her new obsession, I can’t really blame her. . .I only wish I had uno attack, now THAT would be a crowd pleaser lol. 

                F6. Does art with me (specifically collages with pages cut from magazines).  Actually we spent the better part of a Sunday making the collage pictured below.  She also makes artwork for my walls (hopefully I can cover the creepy painted crosses that were apparently put there by the last resident to keep away the brujas (witches)) 

                G7. Learned to tejer sombreros with me.

                H8. Collects cans with me (to give to my host mom who sells them to the can man).  Really, though, it is oddly fun. . .kind of like a scavenger hunt, and there is something all too enjoyable about stomping on the cans to smash them.  Plus it is a good way to work off some of the billion carbs I consume every day. 

                I9.  Sweeps my room for me (I think she was unimpressed by my sweeping abilities, and my cement floor can often times be mistaken for a dirt floor lol). 

                J10. Reorganizes my room with me so that my table no longer has avalanches every five seconds. 

K11. Has basically moved into my host family house with me, and in turn eats pretty much every meal with me (I should explain, she is the granddaughter of my host mom, so it’s not THAT weird lol). 

L12. Helps me do my laundry, we ring out my towel together and she helps carry all my clean, wet clothing up to my porch so I can hang it all. 

M13.  Bakes with me!! I am proud to say that we successfully made oatmeal, chocolate chip, raison cookies with no measuring cups and an oven with no temperature options (I made them at 7:15 am one day and they were gone by 1pm, no joke haha. . .quite the hit). 

N14.  Let’s me braid her hair, haha.  Sometimes we even wear our hair in matching braids! See my new favorite picture below!!!!

                                                                         art projects!

pasearing together!!


Basically, she has helped me get through this past month, and our friendship is still goin strong.  Sometimes, I even forget that she is only 10 years old J .